Conforming vs Revolution

I admire revolutionalist.

Certain structure in a society is a neccessity, or is it?

Revolutionalist generate ideas, create vision, convincing, certain and confident. These great strengths attract its follower, providing them the direction to create a revolution. Whether the revolution is against dictatorship, racism, sexism or merely for own greed, need or power; it doesnt matter. Revolution is against conformation.

In a lot of ways, entrepreneurs are like revolutionalist. Their strengths are similar, just different battlefield.

I admire revolutionalist for their bravery and strengths, to fight for their own rights or need, to go against all odds. Most of all, to overcome their own inner fears and go beyond.

Maybe deep inside me, I am afraid. I yearn to make a difference. What is stopping me? just myself

Self-sympathy, it's always other's fault, never my own, the world is so damn difficult

damn~!! I am so not going to conform to my self pettyness and cowardness.

Nature equips us with all the survival skills I should possess to strike, to go through the journey of life, coz believe it or not, life is never easy, even before life begins

http://www.channel4.com/science/microsites/A/animals_in_the_womb/extraordinary-animals.html

She becomes an angel~

I phoned home today. Kinda needed to hear my mom's voice. I miss home. and I feel grim since Lauren passed away. I told my mom, but warned her not to panic before I say more. Mom took it very well. Mom said it is alright, Lauren is young, hence I feel that way. Mom said at least there are no suffering. Mom told me Lauren has been to a better place, which leads me think that she becomes an angel...i felt so much better. I told mom, somehow I wish I told her...there is a small part of me that felt it before it happen..it sounded strange...just a feeling, I was telling Lauren that I am gonna have my hair cut, and dyed my hair in the salon that she recommended me. Lauren had her pink hair highlight, was looking good, but at the same time, she looked pale...maybe coz of her make up.

I don't think I will attend her funeral. I don't think I can bare to go through this. I will miss her...

I am glad I phoned mom...just like a massive hugs landed on me.

fugu fugu fugu man zai~!

Fugu fugu fugu fugu fugu hip hip hooray~!

Love your recordings~! there are awesome!!!Awwwwwwww~ can't wait to listen in real!

grim day~

Today is the hardest day at work. My company's receptionist, Lauren, aged 17, was killed in a car crash on the way to work in the morning. She was pronounced dead at the scene. I still could not get my head round the fact that Lauren is gone forever. My mind kinda tell me that it's just a trick, nothing happen. Everything today seems so unreal. It was so difficult to focus at work. All I wanted to do is sleep. Lauren is a bubbly girl. I believe she has a great character as she is only 17 and she handled her work professionally in her own way. She just passed her driving test not too long...and her car was given to her as a birthday present from her parents. I don't know how to put my emotion together. Certainly it's hard to imagine how will her family react....sigh~

I believe in reincarnation and karma. or do i? I hope she did not suffer a lot when she passed away. May Lauren rest in peace.

I am going to be careful on roads, not overtaking when it's dangerous....

Thank everyday that you are alive and kicking~