Hate it! I hate my life after work..can't wait til weekend. Not about the work load, bloody politic..I just wanna get out of here! Not sure what else I can do. Yes, my CV is going to look good, great training and development need. but I hate being here....why?
ahh...my ego..yes, that's the fault! I have big ego and character! Only I survive, noone else can....
Of coz I have big ego, I am better than you! My sin~why should my idea be taken off and get credit by you? What have I done wrong? Tell you too much?!
Let's go back a step, looking at it in a Buddism view. I should harm noone, but not let anyone harm me. Karma: What comes around goes around. I am a peaceful animal, I don't want to harm noone. Yes, ambitious, to make my parents proud, they work hard to see me here...I have no ego in killing people on the way up my career. Why not work with me so you get what you want and I get mine?! Doesn't that kill two birds with one stone? oh,that's a sin too..coz you only want to see yourself success and noone else
damn, head pounding like mad! I don't like me now! Get me outha here! Does it solve my problem if I just run away?
Help ...
(p/s: what will happen to me if my company see this? get fired..?)
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My dear, I am frustrated at work also. Cant wait to get out of that place... Ppl up there is not helpful at all... And I have to remind her what she should do but she just sit there! Damn it!
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